looks like it's a inefficient month for my bloggie...
it's already the midth of the November but I'd only posted twice...
I have many things in my mind...
I want to write them down...
but I think I just don't have the guts to write and share all of them here...
I wish I can say everything out loud without thinking about the consequences...
Yet, I can't...I never will...
They're eating me up...one day, I'm gonna break down...
The saddest thing is...
You'll never be there to pick me up...
Unrequited love fucking hurt...
