Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random. Show all posts

Don't Look Back

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Changed my blog's header and background!! Say 'hello' to my goddesses [from left: Laurel Holloman, Jennifer Beals, Tina Fey, Olivia Wilde, Kelli Williams, & Jorja Fox] and my TV OTPs [from top: GSR, TiBette, & Callian]!! :P

To make this post, longer and not so random, let me put up the MV of She & Him's 'Don't Look Back'. It just came out a while ago.


I just love She & Him so much! And, No. That's not Katy Perry if you're questioning. That's the amazingly great,  Zooey Deschanel! I know they look alike, but Zooey will always win Katy, for life! :)

I need to know if there's still hope..

Sunday, January 16, 2011


I'm back at Kampar, and I'm not really in my best of mood now. After staying at home for more than one month, you can say that I'm not delight to have to come back here. I didn't get much sleep last night because my mind and heart were so unsettled. I lost my appetite too today. I just miss everything at home already. My family, my dogs, and grandma's home-cook dishes. You know what's worse? The new semester hasn't start but I can feel the stress already. I'm retaking Structural Biochemistry and I can't afford to fail one more time.


All of these feelings are suffocating me. I feel like I'm drowning and there's nothing I can hold onto.

Gaiafied!!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

My lappie is gaiafied!! Changed my boring Windows 7 theme to Gaia10!! Love it so freaking much!!

the desktop
Everything is so beautiful, clean, simple and elegant!! The icons are just cute!!

the Rocketdock
Love the Rocketdock so much especially the 'Recycle Bin'! The plants is full bloom when it is empty and it wilts when it is full! Ahhhh, so cute!!

the Start Menu
The 'Start Menu' is super clean and I like the transparency!!

the pop-up preview box
Look how cute is it?? The butterfly and the vine!!


The icons are so freaking cute!! Me likey so much!! xD

My lappie looks so fresh now!! Thanks to Gaia10!!

Click here to gaiafy your computer easily!! But, it's only available for Windows 7 though..



My dear friends, Carmen and See Kit will be leaving Kedah today to work at Genting. I wish them all the best in their work and please take care of yourself when you're there! Keep yourself warm and don't fell sick! Bon voyage! :)

Sleep On Fire

Monday, December 13, 2010

[Post title is totally irrelevant...I used the name of the song I'm listening because I can't think of putting what in the title..]

Final exam was over!! Last paper was on Saturday!!

Moral was okay. My head hurts from all the thinking. And, one question had totally infuriated me! It's a LGBT related question. Nothing wrong with the question but I was disgusted by the answer options given. I even wrote 'WTF is this fuckery?' on the option that made me angry the most! FYI: We have to return our question paper after the exam, we couldn't bring them out from the exam hall. I don't know whether they'll check the question paper or not. I don't care. I'm telling them my honest opinion. I'm so awesome! xD

Computer Sys. & App...I think I did okay. I'm hoping to get at least 3.0 *fingers-cross* for this subject since it is the only subject that will carry GPA.

I didn't get much sleep during the finals period. My insomnia are always the worst during this time, I don't know why.

On Saturday after the exam, I got back into my room and planned to online and watch dramas  like nobody else business. But, my house's internet gave up on me! Argh... It was so irritating that time!! However, I did took a 3 hours nap because of it. Woken up by my father's call, saying they (grandparents & sisters) were coming to see me. I couldn't go back to sleep after the phone call, so I did this.

a totally different style with the icons I usually made. IDK if I like it.


I just want to hug her in this scene!! :'(
I am not going to ship Tim and Kelli. They're so cute together!
Look at her eyes!! ZOMG, so beautiful!
[NOTICE: Please credit me if you're reposting them elsewhere! I will cut you if you don't! I'm serious!]

Right, photoshopped Kelli Williams' picture for a few hours. She's my newest actress obsession! I have 6 in my list now! xD

When my dad and grandparents reached here, unexpected change happened. I decided to go to KL!! :P
Stayed at there one night. And, then came back to Kampar again today. Crazy, I know. LOL..

Tomorrow will celebrate start of holidays with friends! hehe...Looking forward to it.. :)

And then, I can't wait to get back to AS! I have so many plans for my holidays already! Also, my father told me we have Wi-Fi at home now!! Wooohooo!! I can online in the comfort of my bed from now on! :D

Oh yeah, almost forgotten about this. FOX had announced that they wouldn't give Lie To Me Season 3 the back-9!! Besides, FOX will only announce the if they'll renew LTM for Season 4 at spring..The fans got super worried so they'd started this Save Lie To Me campaign. Without any doubt, I'm taking part in it!! These are my contributions for the video project.


I like the one at the bottom the most. I'm wearing cap because my hair looks like crap while I was taking the photos. I just got back from KL. I really really love this show. I don't want it to get cancel!! I don't know what I'm gonna do if FOX decided to take Gillian Foster (Kelli Williams), Cal Lightman (Tim Roth) and Callian away from my life!! I probably will cry myself to dead. Yeah. Something like that. :(


p/s: Oh My God! This post is so random! I only realize it when I reread it before I click on the 'Publish Post' button!! Don't care la...I'm too freakin' tired to type a proper post.. xD

New template again!!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

wooohooo~~ How is it?? I freakin' love this one!! lol...
The original template code is by BlogBulk.com..I made some customizations..
I made the header!! Laurel Holloman and Jennifer Beals!! They're just so beautiful..I couldn't resist myself..lol..
I wasn't very inspired today, so thanks _bitter_endings@livejournal for the amazing header tutorial..


I was so busy this week I couldn't find the time to show off this, not even on facebook or twitter..
LOOK WHAT I GOT ON TUESDAY!!


YUP, I FINALLY GOT IT!! MY COPY OF DIVA MAGAZINE!!!
I was so freaking happy when I received the text from DH office!!
Love the interview, it was very awesome! Bow to Rachel Shelley...
Before you ask...Yes, I did fainted...Please, who didn't faint when they see the super sexy center spread!!!

meh meh meh!! I'm loving it!!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I'm here, blogging, at this ungodly hour...And, I should greet the early birds, good morning!! I HATE INSOMNIA...

FYI, I'd sent my lappie for reparation after dreading for...ermm...half a year?? Yeah, I think it's that long...The reluctance is because I don't want to lose any files on my lappie...Guess what?? I REALLY did lose some files!! The important one!! Grrrr...F--k it!! I'm not gonna whining about it anymore..cause, I'd been doing that for the whole day since my lappie was back yesterday!!

I'd asked them to install Windows 7 instead of Windows Vista...I'm still getting use to it...But, I FREAKIN' love the layout!! So simple and clean! That's how I love things, simple...Simple is the best!

I'm a paranoiac when it comes to my lappie...I like my desktop to be clean, without any icons on it...So, I downloaded and installed Objectdock to organize them since my Dell-dock was gone after the repair...And, I love it more than the Dell-dock!!

My wallpapers are collections of my fandoms...Here are some of them...

GSR
TiBette
Another TiBette! I just love them way too much!!
Huddy! Season 5 Finale..
Sara Sidle (Jorja Fox) with gun!!

I love how my lappie look!!! It's awesome!!!
Now, the only thing missing is PHOTOSHOP!! Gonna download it tomorrow...Then, my lappie will be totally 'back' again...


p/s: I never know how my life had been attached to iTunes so much..I felt so restless when it was not installed yet...it's like a little part of me was missing...Kudos, Apple! Another product that I can't live without, next to my iPod Shuffle...




Happy Pride Month!!!


Damn, I really wish I'll get to go on one in my lifetime, even once is enough!! I wanna show my pride!!

And,
the closing arguments for Prop8 trial are underway. I'm praying for the best!


Launch of Fox and FX HD

Wednesday, June 16, 2010


The BEST news of the day!!! Why??

Because I finally get to see this on Malaysia TV..

Lie To Me
Lie To Me

And...I will get to see this in the future..

Ride Along
Yeeeeehaaaa!!! I finally have the chance to see Jennifer Beals kicks ass on Malaysia TV!!!! I've been dreaming for this moment to happen since I was watching The L Word!!
Do you know how badly I wanted this to happen?? Let me tell ya...I dreamed of "The L Word" was showed here even though I know it'll never happen in my conscious mind...

Now, thanks to Astro, my dream had come true!!

You know what I wanted to do when I saw this news? I thought of dropping out from UTAR, rush back to my home and stick in front of the TV for forever!! Uh huh, I'm that crazy!!

Astro, you're the best! I'll marry you if I'm allowed to!!



p/s: I want to see Laurel Holloman on Malaysia TV too!!! I'm praying for this to happen...Please...

Stop Using This!!!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

This gonna be very short...Just a random thing flash through my mind...



To my dear friends,

I know sometime it's very convenient to type short...But, please...I'm begging...Please, when you type "come", type it out properly "c-o-m-e", instead of typing this, "cum"!!!!

Why?? You wanna know why?? Please open this link and read through all the meanings of this word...

PLEASE STOP USING IT!!

Please imagine when you're sending a text/message/email, you type "Okay, cumming.." or "Cum at 12 o'clock"...

THAT'S SO DISGUSTING!!! I know you didn't mean it that way...But, still...whenever I see you using this word...I just feel like puking...it's worse when I'm not in a good mood...I feel like want to go into the bathroom, take a shower and scrub all this disgusting, filthy feeling away from my body...

Please don't use it anymore..okay?? I want to have a good conversation with you...I don't want to run into the bathroom when I'm talking with you...You don't want that happen too, right??

Once in a while

Friday, June 4, 2010

Caution: Emo post fills with a lot of cursing...


*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh**sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
I'd done this a lot recently...I'm extremely down...I'm so fucking depress...
I'm fucking avoiding large crowd...I just want to lock myself inside my room...I want to keep this fuck up world on the other side of the door...I don't fucking want to talk to anybody...I don't log in to MSN...I appear offline on Facebook...I'm ranting on Twitter...Tumblr is the only place that keep me sane, with all the gayness [I mean happy here..FYI, gay can mean happy too...Fuck off, homophobics!] over there...
I'm having this insane mood-swing too...Fuck...I could be so happy at this moment, then I was ate up by depression in the next minute...

All I want to say is...

FUCK MY LIFE!

New Template!!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

Changed a new template...as usual..I chose a very simple one..I love it so much!! One of the best I'd found..

Tomorrow, I'm gonna work on my "About Me" page...Be alert, friends!! I might add something that you never know about me (some of you knew..you know who you are..)..I'd kept the secret for quite a while now..And, I think I'm ready to let it comes out...I hope you will not think different of me...

I'm thinking adding a few more pages too...Any suggestion what page should I add beside of "About Me"??

That's all about the blog changes...




Here's something that's not related to the title of this post...I just have to post this!!! I can't contain myself!!

Laurel had posted 48 personal pictures of hers at laurelholloman.net!!
http://www.laurelholloman.net/gallerynew/gallery.html
I swear to you...I'd definitely gone to heaven and came back down to earth for infinity time when I was looking through the pics...
All of them are from her younger years...She's sooooooo cute!! I wanna take her in my arms and squeeze her as hard as possible!! Like, you know, squeeze your teddy bear type of squeeze...LOL..
I love her so much!! She's so amazing!!

Thanks Laurel for sharing the pics with the fans and LH.net for putting them up!! xoxo..

TV Show meme

Friday, March 26, 2010

Come across this meme @ livejournal..
Since, I'm taking a break from WPD assignment...So, yeah, why not??



Pick five of your favourite TV shows, in no order, and answer the following questions. Don't cheat! (If you're going to do the meme, pick your shows before reading the questions!)

1. CSI
2. The L Word
3. House
4. 30 Rock
5. Lie To Me


Who's your favorite character in 2?
The one and only TINA KENNARD! I like Bette Porter, but I LOVE her wife!! xD

Who's your least favorite character in 1?
I like all of them..but if I really have to choose..Hodges will be the one...

What's your favorite episode of 4?
"Kidney Now!"..The final episode of Season 3..

What's your favorite season of 5?
Season 2...Season 1 really not that good...

Who is your favorite ship in 3?
HUDDY!!! ahahahahaha...

Who is your anti-ship in 2?
OMG..so many..Tina/Henry [ultimately disgusting!], Bette/Jodie [no offence to Marlee Matlin, I love Marlee but I seriously don't like her character, Jodie!]...And whoever that get in between of my TIBETTE!!

How long have you watched 1?
7 or 8 years? I don't really remember..CSI is the very first and longest American TV show that I got addicted to!

How did you become interested in 3?
Saw it on AXN..Watched a few episodes and I'm hooked!!

Who's your favorite actor/actress in 4?
Seriously, you have to ask?! TINA FEY, duh!! She kicks ass!!

Which do you prefer, show 1, 2 or 5?
Ugh...so difficult to choose..I can't make a decision.. I love all of them!!!

Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3?
1!! CSI is in it Season 10 now...and I'd watched every single episode!! I didn't miss anyone.. =P

If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?
I want to be Liz Lemon! LOL..I want to know what's the feeling of dealing with Tracy's craziness!!

How would you kill off your favorite character in 1?
Oh NO NO NO..NO WAY!! I'LL NEVER EVER WANT TO KILL OFF SARA SIDLE!! If I'm the writer, I'll let her live forever...She doesn't need to die!!

Give a random quote from 1.
My all time favourite.. "Hello, Gilbert!"..xD

Would a 3/4 crossover work?
wow...House and 30 Rock...not sure whether it'll work...but love to see one!!

Pair 2 characters in 1 that would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple.
Wendy/Greg???

Has 5 inspired you in any way?
ermmm...Don't lie although it's a white lie?? lol..

Overall, which show has a better cast, 2 or 4?
If I really have to choose...The L Word...

Which has better theme music, 3 or 5?
3, House!!! Massive Attack!!!
creepy video..but awesome song!!

wild wild horses, could you drag me away...

Friday, March 19, 2010

I know people read my blog...
And, once again, I'm uncomfortable to post what I want to post anymore...
I think so much before I post..."What will they think of me if they read this?"
This has against the main purpose of me creating a blog a few years ago, "be myself"...
Yes, I'm not truely being me since a few months ago...
That's why the number of posts have been reducing...

I'd been thinking a lot..."Why am I like this??"
I'm not happy when I'm hiding a big part of myself...
I don't want to be like this anymore..I want to be me again...

So, yeah, I'd decided...
No more hiding...No more thinking...
I'm gonna start posting with my heart again, not with my brain, not anymore...
Going to start doing this...with the next post...

You disgust me!!

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Hey, long time didn't update!! I was very busy enjoying my holidays!
My holidays going to end soon..will be back to Kampar tomorrow early in the morning.. :(

Was planning to write about the things I did in my holidays when I have the time!
But I saw something that made me very angry [Still am!!] and I have to get it out from my chest!
Else, I fear that it'll choke me to death..
So, yeah...forgive me for the ranting...


It was a few days ago...It's already midnight..but I was still up..
I have nothing to do, so I was twitter page hopping..
reached "Within Temptation"'s page..She'd greeted the Chinese TLW fans Happy Chinese New Year [I was one of them. =)]..
There's quite a few of us...and I was curious about other fans..
As far as I know, they're also members of YDY forum...so, I went to their page one by one...
Others are quite normal...but one caught my attention...
There's some hate-s going on in her twitter...and that's what pissed me off!
What "hate" actually?? I found it very naive though..
Puh-lease...She's hating Miki Turner, Laurel's close friend...
What for?? Because in her goo-goo mind, she sort of thinks that Miki's using Laurel to get fame...
Oh, come on!! From what I know about Miki, by following her on Twitter, she's kind, generous, definitely funny, down to earth person..
She'd been sharing a lot of things with us...the beautiful photograph she took...her moment with Laurel...
I don't think Miki is this kind of people..
If she is, do you think she'll become Laurel's best friend??
I believe Laurel knows how to select a person as a friend..She's capable to realise whether Miki is trustable...Laurel's not stupid, okay?!

Before this, I'd already read some ugly words about Miki @ YDY TLW's forum...
Probably major cause?? The evil word, "jealousy"...They're just jealous about Miki's friendship with Laurel...
There's so many hate-s there..I can't even bare it anymore..it was my last straw..
That's why I don't even bother to go back there anymore..


What made me even more mad about that person..is that...
She's questioning about Laurel and Miki's auction!!
Again, in her goo-goo mind..in a very sicken way..she thinks that theyr'e using fans to raise money..
When I see this..my heart broke...
Why?? The moment she has thoughts like that..she doesn't deserve to be called as Laurel's fans anymore...
Why did she think like that??
Laurel do the auctions because she knows that she can raise some money with her fame and help those who needed them...
Laurel is doing a very very very generous thing..but she'd twisted it into a very wrong way...
She'd donated the money to some causes..and let me tell ya, by the amount of the money, it might have saved A LOTS of suffering lives...
If she thinks that's a bad thing, then she's a very cold-hearted and cruel person!
Furthermore, the fans take part in the auction because we want to support Laurel...
People don't do it because they want to "buy" a dinner with Laurel..
Plus, when people is auctioning, they didn't know there'll be a dinner-meeting with Laurel...
It was announced after the auction...
There's a dinner meeting because Laurel wants to thanks the winning bidders personally, she appreciate the fans who are so generous to give out their money in that auction...
Do you think she'll do this if she's really just using her fans??

What did Laurel and Miki did, for her to think of them like that? They don't deserve this, AT ALL!!


Some of you who read this post might think that I'm very silly to react like this because of a celebrity...
I, myself know that's very silly too...But what can I do? That's me..It's who I am...
I can get very protective towards the celebrities I like very much...Try me, if you don't believe...
I might even defend them with my precious life...LOL...Stupid, I know...

Insomnia

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Ugh...I'm here at 5:57 am...
No, I didn't wake up that early, instead, I'd stayed up and didn't go to sleep yet..
I HATE INSOMNIA!!

Changed my blog template..like it??
Simple is the best.. ;)

Uhm..better go sleep now..
Gotta study Public Speaking tomorrow..have finals on Monday...

Sweet dream for me & Good morning to those who wake up early.. =)

Professional and Non-professional

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Went to watch a talk show after taking Writing For Science test today...
Their topic was "Paparazzi"..the show was okay...quite nice...not dead boring...

Their advertisement...made me think...and made me realised something...
THERE'S A HUGE DIFFERENT BETWEEN PROFESSIONAL ACTOR AND NON-PROFESSIONAL ACTOR!

Non-professional actor...
Yes, they can act...their facial expression are enough too...
BUT...there's one thing that they can never ever do like a professional actor...

which is...the VOICE EXPRESSION...

For example, the advertisement...
there's a scene where a pregnant woman is going to labour...
the girl who acted as the pregnant woman maoned and groaned...
At first...it was okay...

BUT...after a while...the sound of the moan and groan started to change...
It changed into some sound people will make...you know...*cough*when they're doing an activity *cough*...

Oh My God...the sound she made became more and more "porn-y"...
I couldn't stand it...my hairs stood at their end...
Eventually, I decided to not torture myself, I closed my ears with my hand and watched the video without sound...
MUCH BETTER, seriously...

Ms Kam was blunt enough to point out when she was giving comment after the talk show ended...
She said, "At first, the moaning and groaning really sound like you're in pain. But in the end, it became like moaning and groaning in pleasure."

Uh huh..she really said that...She even laughed like a sinister after that... =.=


Please, if you're not a professional, don't act as a pregnant woman who is labouring...
The sound you made...it may seems normal to your ear but actually it's not!!

What can I say...

Saturday, November 14, 2009




looks like it's a inefficient month for my bloggie...
it's already the midth of the November but I'd only posted twice...

I have many things in my mind...
I want to write them down...
but I think I just don't have the guts to write and share all of them here...

I wish I can say everything out loud without thinking about the consequences...
Yet, I can't...I never will...

They're eating me up...one day, I'm gonna break down...

The saddest thing is...
You'll never be there to pick me up...



Unrequited love fucking hurt...

New look!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Changed new template!!
Took me some time to modify it...
The header is made by me, picture is from picture blog at Tumblr...

I even labelled all of my posts...
Oh gosh...why I didn't start label the post earlier??
It ain't an easy work to label all 81 posts...
I think I used more than one hour to do this...
Now, my back is killing me... >.<

Anyway, enjoy your stay here... =)
Feel free to leave comment or tag for me!


p/s: Finished downloading "Tipping The Velvet" mini series!! Weee~~ I'm off to watch!!

Advertlets is trying to kill me

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Look at the sidebar there...
Look at the advertisment...
Look at he Advertlets ads...
Look at the Fooyoh Entertainment ads...

In the box....there're several entertainment news scrolling in it...
One of them...is with the title of...
"Olivia Wilde wears see through"
I saw it...curiosity won...clicked on it...
HOLY F-ING S--T!!!
I almost have heart attack!!!
Holy cow.....my poor little heart...

My mind can't work after that shock....
I'll just post the link...
http://fooyoh.com/4174380
Oh boy... X_X



p/s: Oh My God!! Kinokuniya sells "Ash"!! The books I'd mentioned in this post!! Eeeekkk!! I don't care!! Tomorrow, I'm gonna be a good girl and ask my mom's permission to lend me her credit card since I can't go to Kinokuniya and buy it!!

New look!!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009



This is it!!
I had finally permed and dyed my hair...
Have been thinking wanna do that for quite a while already...
I'm not very happy with the new hairstyle though...
I think it makes me look older than my actual age...
And the hair colour plus my dark skin....makes me look like foreigner not Chinese...
I really shouldn't choose that colour...*sigh*

What do you think??
Does the new look suits me??
OR
I look like an aunty??

Be honest...thank you very much...




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I've been searching for books recently...
and these 2 caught my attention...
I really really want to own and read them...



Ash by Malinda Lo and Seeking Sara Summers by Susan Gabriel

I want to buy online but the price is very expensive...
include the shipping price...at least RM 50 for each book...
But I really really want them!!
might try to ask mom to lend me her credit card...


p/s: next post probably will be about TV-shows and my anti-drugs.. ;)

A student's life

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

New school semester:
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At the first week:
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At the second week:
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Before the mid-term test:
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During the mid-term test:
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After the mid-term test:
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Before the final exam:
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Once know the final exam schedule:
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7 days before final exam:
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6 days before final exam:
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5 days before final exam:
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4 days before final exam:
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3 days before final exam:
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2 days before final exam:
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1 day before final exam:
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A night before final exam:
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1 hour before final exam:
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During the final exam:
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Once walk out from the exam hall:
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After the final exam, during the holiday:
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so true...my current state:

5 days before final exam:
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indeed...I'm not feeling very well now...
light-headed...headache...suffocating...nauseas...
I even skipped today's revision class...
yeah, I lied...I said I'm going but I did not... =(
Really need to snap myself out from current state...
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