It's here and it's mine...

9:34 am...I received a phone call from DH office...and that's the best phone call I'd ever received...

"Ms. Heng Yunn Wen, your package is here. Please come to DH office to collect."

"Okay." 

That's the only word I could get out from my mouth at that moment...In my mind...

 *Holy Fuck...It's here...That must be it!*

I quickly got up from my bed..washed myself and get dressed...After two minutes, I'm out of the door...

Please don't ask me what I was thinking when I was in the DH office...My mind was blank...I couldn't think of anything except the package I was holding in my hands...

the package

Came back to my room...I sat on my bed, staring at the package blankly for a few minutes...

"Wow, it's here...it's here...I'm holding it in my hand..."

I got myself together and started to unsealed the box..It's there, inside the box...

The L Word photo book...the one which I'd wanted for so long..

When I saw it, tears started to form in my eyes...I'd expected I'll cry when I get the book...I'd envisioned this moment a few months ago...

Carefully peal off the sealing with tears slowly made their way out of my eyes ...

Turned over the hard book cover...the dedication page...where I'd put my two favourite quotes...each from Tina Kennard and Bette Porter...

my favourite quotes..

I couldn't control myself anymore...I just cried out loud...

I'd waited for this moment for so long...Finally, my dream had become true...Today, 9/6/2010, is the best day of my life...

I can't read it now...I have classes in an hour...I have to wait till I come back from the campus...

Lastly. I want to thank Jennifer Beals. Thank you so much for doing this.. Thanks for sharing them with us, the fans...Thank you..Thank you so much...Although The L Word had ended, it'll always in our hearts..

My Deaf Family

'My Deaf Family' is a reality show produced by Marlee Matlin.
Marlee had mentioned about it for so many times in her Twitter.

I'd been looking forward to it for so long and finally she had put up the video.

It's very brilliant and the most important...It's REAL!

I love the story and the message it brings out is so strong! 

I believe this show can be a big hit.

I just don't understand why is it not pick up by any network? I hope it will in the future.