Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts

Sleep On Fire

Monday, December 13, 2010

[Post title is totally irrelevant...I used the name of the song I'm listening because I can't think of putting what in the title..]

Final exam was over!! Last paper was on Saturday!!

Moral was okay. My head hurts from all the thinking. And, one question had totally infuriated me! It's a LGBT related question. Nothing wrong with the question but I was disgusted by the answer options given. I even wrote 'WTF is this fuckery?' on the option that made me angry the most! FYI: We have to return our question paper after the exam, we couldn't bring them out from the exam hall. I don't know whether they'll check the question paper or not. I don't care. I'm telling them my honest opinion. I'm so awesome! xD

Computer Sys. & App...I think I did okay. I'm hoping to get at least 3.0 *fingers-cross* for this subject since it is the only subject that will carry GPA.

I didn't get much sleep during the finals period. My insomnia are always the worst during this time, I don't know why.

On Saturday after the exam, I got back into my room and planned to online and watch dramas  like nobody else business. But, my house's internet gave up on me! Argh... It was so irritating that time!! However, I did took a 3 hours nap because of it. Woken up by my father's call, saying they (grandparents & sisters) were coming to see me. I couldn't go back to sleep after the phone call, so I did this.

a totally different style with the icons I usually made. IDK if I like it.


I just want to hug her in this scene!! :'(
I am not going to ship Tim and Kelli. They're so cute together!
Look at her eyes!! ZOMG, so beautiful!
[NOTICE: Please credit me if you're reposting them elsewhere! I will cut you if you don't! I'm serious!]

Right, photoshopped Kelli Williams' picture for a few hours. She's my newest actress obsession! I have 6 in my list now! xD

When my dad and grandparents reached here, unexpected change happened. I decided to go to KL!! :P
Stayed at there one night. And, then came back to Kampar again today. Crazy, I know. LOL..

Tomorrow will celebrate start of holidays with friends! hehe...Looking forward to it.. :)

And then, I can't wait to get back to AS! I have so many plans for my holidays already! Also, my father told me we have Wi-Fi at home now!! Wooohooo!! I can online in the comfort of my bed from now on! :D

Oh yeah, almost forgotten about this. FOX had announced that they wouldn't give Lie To Me Season 3 the back-9!! Besides, FOX will only announce the if they'll renew LTM for Season 4 at spring..The fans got super worried so they'd started this Save Lie To Me campaign. Without any doubt, I'm taking part in it!! These are my contributions for the video project.


I like the one at the bottom the most. I'm wearing cap because my hair looks like crap while I was taking the photos. I just got back from KL. I really really love this show. I don't want it to get cancel!! I don't know what I'm gonna do if FOX decided to take Gillian Foster (Kelli Williams), Cal Lightman (Tim Roth) and Callian away from my life!! I probably will cry myself to dead. Yeah. Something like that. :(


p/s: Oh My God! This post is so random! I only realize it when I reread it before I click on the 'Publish Post' button!! Don't care la...I'm too freakin' tired to type a proper post.. xD

I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie

Friday, August 20, 2010


Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark


Cried for a little while after listening to this song..The lyrics, they are simple but they bring out a lot of emotions..

They remind me of the hard time I went through when my great-grandmother died 6 years ago...I still remember the way my heart ache when dad told me the bad news...I didn't cry at that moment...I want to but it was as if my whole body system shut down, they wouldn't do what I wanted to do...In fact, I'd only broke down once in the 5 days funeral...Before and after that, I looked normal outside but my heart was crying...I miss her so much...I wish she could have live longer...I wish life would have allow me to spend more time with her...13 years seems too short for me...But, that's life, people left you at the most unexpected time...

老嫲,您离开我们快将近 6 年了。我还是会无时无刻地想起您。至今,每当我回忆起和您一起度过的时光,还是会禁不住的掉泪。我真的,真的很想念您。

Alien in my mom's body

Thursday, September 10, 2009

*gun point*
Oyyyy!! Who are you in my mami body??
Get out now and give me back my mami!!

Recieved a phone call from mom just now...
(M=mom, W=me)

M: Ah wen arr, I'm now at Ah Wei's computer shop. I want to buy laptop. You say which brand better?
W: Huh? Got what brand there??
M: Ehh...Acer & Compaq.
W: Erm...I think Compaq better ba.
M: But Compaq is more expensive than Acer leh!!
W: Like that arr? I don't know la! Why are you buying laptop? For who?
M: For me la!!
W: O_o...
M: You don't know now I'm doing big business meh?? I'm selling toothpaste!
W: Ahahahahahahahahahahahaha...toothpaste? Ahahahahahahaha...
M: Oi!! Stop laughing at me!! Ish...Where got daughter laughing at mother like this 1??

Talked with her for a while then hung up...
Not more than 2 minutes later, my phone rang...
It's mom, again...

M: Wen arr, I think I'm buying Acer, cheaper than Compaq! Okay! du..du..du.. *the line went dead*


1st - Oi!! Who are you?? You're not my mami!! My mami is a technology-idiot! She'll never ever buy a laptop (not PC!! A freakin' laptop!!) for her own use, NEVER in one thousand years!!

2nd - Where got people hung up the phone, then called again, then talked SSS (syok syok sendiri), then hung up again?!! Not even wait for the reciever to respond??


I'm 105% sure some aliens kidnapped my mom, then turned itself into my-mom-look-alike and pretend to be her!!
'cause this is so NOT her!! my mom...*sigh*

世事难料

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

今天中午接到了妈妈的电话...
“雯,我跟你讲一样东西...”

听到这个开头...Oh crap...
有很不祥的预感...一定又是发生什么事情了...

“丽玲的爸爸死去了...”

一时无法反应...想不起表妹丽玲是谁...
误把丽玲想成表姐,忆婷...所以也就误认为是二姨丈...

“不是...小姨丈...”

“为什么会这样?”

“心脏病...唉..”

说真的...这真的很让人难以相信...
小姨丈还那么年轻...应该还年轻过我爸...
人...这个世界...真的无法预测下一秒会发生什么事情...
人的生命是那么的脆弱...
一个心脏病,就夺走了一个人的性命...
心脏病真的很可怕...
所以,请大家好好照顾自己的健康!!

R.I.P, 小姨丈...

My baby, Twincy

Monday, July 13, 2009



Twincy, my baby, rest in peace...
You left us to go to a better place...
Oh dear, I'm gonna miss you so much!!





昨天中午接到妈妈的电话...

雯,我跟你讲一样东西...我现在跟你讲...然后你不要再打电话回来问了...Twincy, 死掉了...


整个人蒙了...
脑子里一直回荡着妈妈说的最后一句话...
Twincy, 离开我们了...

为什么??为什么要发生这种事??
原本还想说等考完试就可以回家看你了...
不过,你却....来不及了...
你才来我们家两个月...为什么要这么快离开我们??

好难过...不能接受你已经离开的事实...
只要一想到你...眼泪就会不由自主的流下来...
别走,不要离开我们好不好??
我们真的很爱你,很舍不得你....

last minute's goodbye...

Thursday, May 28, 2009

星期日收到了 UTAR 寄来的录取信...
原本还以为可以在家量地板多几天...
妈妈的一句话..."现在不去,要等到什么时候?"
就这样...星期二...就匆匆忙忙地离开了住了18年的家...
来不及和朋友们说再见...
来不及细看家的每一公分,每一寸...
来不及好好地和家人说上一次的话...
来不及紧紧地抱着 baby...
就这样...我离开了那里...踏上即期待又害怕地大学生活...
心里有许多的感触...
不过我是属于有什么东西都只会往心里塞不会说出来类型的人...
用笑容来掩饰...
我一定要学会坚强...

星期二早上...原本是要最后一次回到Kolej和朋友们说话和说再见...
不过因为 timing 不对...
只能站在离她们5尺远的门口看着她们...说:"Bye."...
唉~ 这一次的离别...不知要过了多久才能再相见...
我会想念你们的...
*臭珈敏...在人家的chatbox留这样的言...害人家哭...*

去到了金宝...去了UTAR...
然后再去看宿舍...
辛苦了陪我东奔西跑的公公和婆婆...
租了single room...一个月租金 RM290...
原本想要租便宜点的 double room...
不过想想...要和一个完全陌生的人睡在同一间房间,一起生活...
是的,我是会因为这样交到一位朋友...
but...不喜欢那种感觉...
我是属于慢热的人...
要让我一瞬间在一个陌生人面前曝露出自己最私底下的面貌...
会觉得很不舒服,很没安全感...我做不到...
我不想连在睡觉的时候,也带着面具...

现在在吉隆坡...这个星期日才会又再下去金宝...
姑姑们和小叔很像是自己的女儿要上大学...
不辞劳苦地帮我,为我做事情...真的很感动...
前天晚上,坐在家门前喝茶聊天...
小叔开玩笑地说:"公公是最伟大的!"
我要更正他....
"我的家人们是最伟大的!"才对...
没有你们的支持和相助...我一个人是应付不来的...
没有你们...就没有今天的王韵雯...
你们的恩惠...我会紧记于心...

就快开始了的大学生活...
我一定要好好地enjoy...更努力加油!


p/s:昨天去看了 "Astro 新秀大赛" 10强的录制现场...小姑丈的弟弟入围了所以才有机会去看...很棒的experience!看到了以前只能在电视上看到的人...看到了当评审的包小松...近距离看到了当主持人的 Jojo吴俐璇...最近的距离就是30cm远...人超级 nice!也很漂亮!昨晚我是坐在第一排了...很大机会是上镜了...所以请锁定 Astro 311 频道华丽台 "Astro 新秀大赛"....哈哈~ 忘了带相机...所以没有拍照留念了...气~
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