It's here and it's mine...

9:34 am...I received a phone call from DH office...and that's the best phone call I'd ever received...

"Ms. Heng Yunn Wen, your package is here. Please come to DH office to collect."

"Okay." 

That's the only word I could get out from my mouth at that moment...In my mind...

 *Holy Fuck...It's here...That must be it!*

I quickly got up from my bed..washed myself and get dressed...After two minutes, I'm out of the door...

Please don't ask me what I was thinking when I was in the DH office...My mind was blank...I couldn't think of anything except the package I was holding in my hands...

the package

Came back to my room...I sat on my bed, staring at the package blankly for a few minutes...

"Wow, it's here...it's here...I'm holding it in my hand..."

I got myself together and started to unsealed the box..It's there, inside the box...

The L Word photo book...the one which I'd wanted for so long..

When I saw it, tears started to form in my eyes...I'd expected I'll cry when I get the book...I'd envisioned this moment a few months ago...

Carefully peal off the sealing with tears slowly made their way out of my eyes ...

Turned over the hard book cover...the dedication page...where I'd put my two favourite quotes...each from Tina Kennard and Bette Porter...

my favourite quotes..

I couldn't control myself anymore...I just cried out loud...

I'd waited for this moment for so long...Finally, my dream had become true...Today, 9/6/2010, is the best day of my life...

I can't read it now...I have classes in an hour...I have to wait till I come back from the campus...

Lastly. I want to thank Jennifer Beals. Thank you so much for doing this.. Thanks for sharing them with us, the fans...Thank you..Thank you so much...Although The L Word had ended, it'll always in our hearts..

weewee, haha, hoohoo, mimi!!

It's about The L Word...so....

TV Show meme

Come across this meme @ livejournal..
Since, I'm taking a break from WPD assignment...So, yeah, why not??



Pick five of your favourite TV shows, in no order, and answer the following questions. Don't cheat! (If you're going to do the meme, pick your shows before reading the questions!)

1. CSI
2. The L Word
3. House
4. 30 Rock
5. Lie To Me


Who's your favorite character in 2?
The one and only TINA KENNARD! I like Bette Porter, but I LOVE her wife!! xD

Who's your least favorite character in 1?
I like all of them..but if I really have to choose..Hodges will be the one...

What's your favorite episode of 4?
"Kidney Now!"..The final episode of Season 3..

What's your favorite season of 5?
Season 2...Season 1 really not that good...

Who is your favorite ship in 3?
HUDDY!!! ahahahahaha...

Who is your anti-ship in 2?
OMG..so many..Tina/Henry [ultimately disgusting!], Bette/Jodie [no offence to Marlee Matlin, I love Marlee but I seriously don't like her character, Jodie!]...And whoever that get in between of my TIBETTE!!

How long have you watched 1?
7 or 8 years? I don't really remember..CSI is the very first and longest American TV show that I got addicted to!

How did you become interested in 3?
Saw it on AXN..Watched a few episodes and I'm hooked!!

Who's your favorite actor/actress in 4?
Seriously, you have to ask?! TINA FEY, duh!! She kicks ass!!

Which do you prefer, show 1, 2 or 5?
Ugh...so difficult to choose..I can't make a decision.. I love all of them!!!

Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3?
1!! CSI is in it Season 10 now...and I'd watched every single episode!! I didn't miss anyone.. =P

If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?
I want to be Liz Lemon! LOL..I want to know what's the feeling of dealing with Tracy's craziness!!

How would you kill off your favorite character in 1?
Oh NO NO NO..NO WAY!! I'LL NEVER EVER WANT TO KILL OFF SARA SIDLE!! If I'm the writer, I'll let her live forever...She doesn't need to die!!

Give a random quote from 1.
My all time favourite.. "Hello, Gilbert!"..xD

Would a 3/4 crossover work?
wow...House and 30 Rock...not sure whether it'll work...but love to see one!!

Pair 2 characters in 1 that would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple.
Wendy/Greg???

Has 5 inspired you in any way?
ermmm...Don't lie although it's a white lie?? lol..

Overall, which show has a better cast, 2 or 4?
If I really have to choose...The L Word...

Which has better theme music, 3 or 5?
3, House!!! Massive Attack!!!

creepy video..but awesome song!!

TiBette..First, Last and Forever...

The biggest thing of me that I'd been hiding away is...my love for TiBette...
I'd been writing about Laurel and Jennifer oftenly, but not Tina and Bette anymore...
I still remember the time that my posts were all about them! TiBette this..TiBette that...
I didn't post them that much now doesn't mean that my love for TiBette had lessen...It's just I'm not comfortable to post...

I want to declare my love to TiBette out loud, one more time for my sake...
I love TiBette, Tina Kennard and Bette Porter, my favourite couple in a lesbian show called, The L Word!

Mama B(ette), Mama T(ina) & Angie boo!

Yes, I watch a lesbian show! and I love it so much! and I hated it for ending so early with a shitty ending! I WANT MORE TIBETTE!! I miss them...I miss them...I miss them...
Phew...So, the fact that I love TiBette and The L Word is out there one more time...

Went to YouTube to watch some TiBette fanvids...
As usual, I cried...*sobs*...I just couldn't help myself when I see them...
Some vids that I like very much are under the cut...

It's OUT!!!

Weee!! It's out!! It's out!!
After a few month of waiting with extremely patiently, Jennifer Beals's L-Word photobook is out!!!
It's available to order at http://lwordbook.com now!!
But, the personalized version [which you can put your own pictures in the book] not yet..but, it'll be in weeks..

When I first saw the great news..I was like..
"Oh Yeah!! F--king YES!!"...
But, then...when I'm ordering...I saw the shipping fee...I went..
"Holy F--king $H!T!! What the hell?!!"

Oh my god, the international shipping fee is $88.87 USD!!!
The book only cost $39.95 [which is totally reasonable & affordable, thanks to Jennipoo]!!
That f--king shipping fee cost more than the doubled cost of the book!!
Total will be $128.82 USD..which is RM441.63!!!
What the hell??!! It's so ridiculous!! I can't afford that!!
I was hitted by the thunder and splitted into two at that moment...
So depressed..Very depressed...
I don't even feel like staying in front of the computer...
So, I went up and joined into my family's conversation.. [BTW, everyone is back!!!!]

But, I found solution for it when I came back again!!
B&TF is offering to help us who can't afford the shipping fee to order then she'll ship the book for us!!
Everything will be so much cheaper!!
Weeee!!! You have no idea how thrilled am I now!!
B&TF is the BEST!!! =)

Muahahahahahahaha..I'll pm her after CNY!!!
I'm looking forward to the day I get the book!!!! Yay!!!

LOVE B&TF!! LOVE JENNIFER BEALS!!

Wish every Chinese in this world, Happy Chinese New Year!!

新年快乐！恭喜发财！

Starfury L-Word Convention DVDs!!

I think it was two weeks ago when I received an email from Sean Harry the organizer of the L-Word conventions...
He said the convention DVDs are available for online purchase!!
At that time, I decided to buy L5 which was the most amazing convention [IMO]..
Because the "TiBette", Jennifer Beals and Laurel Holloman were there!!

I would like to see the hugging-s, the crying-s AND the orgasm-s! *gasp*
Hope that these will be included in the 5 hours duration long content!!

BUT...after seeing this video...

I feel like getting EVERY.SINGLE DVDs which has Laurel in it!!
Which is L2, L3 and L5!! She's just way too cute!! and I love her just a little bit way too much!!

Argh...if I buy all of them...they will cost RM450++...
Where do I get the money?? I still need to save for Jennifer's L-Word photobook...
Maybe I can use a little portion of my red packets' money??
I think I have to if I really want to get 3 DVDs...
Or I can save money by stop buying books [as if I can]...

Jennifer Beals's L Word Photography Book

Actually I want to blog about my new semester but this came up today.
I already did my best to resist myself from going ga-ga but for me being who I am...
I totally fail!! Ultimately fail!!!

The L Word Season 6 DVD finally came out two days ago!!
And as promise, there's info about Jennifer's photo book in the Extras!!
There's a note from Jennifer and SNEAK PEAK OF THE PHOTOS!!!
OMG!!!! I DID FAINTED IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER FOR REAL!! BELIEVE ME!!

half-naked Jennifer Beals for the first sneak-peak-pic!! Oh boy! Are they planning to kill the fans??


seen this before...so no surprise... =P







look at the mirror behind Kate and Leisha!! Reflection of Jennipoo...in jeans!!


I just love this one...no reason...


I miss Erin Daniels... *sigh*


LOL!! Kate and Rose look so funny!!! Aww, how cute are Leisha and Mia...




love love love this one!!! Laurel (and Lola)... <3

thanks bamzs from YDY for the screencaps

The official site for the photo book is available!!!
http://lwordbook.com/
There're some pics too on the site!!

LOL...poor Floyd...


I think this is the read-through for the very last episode...






This picture has always been my favourite of Laurel and Jennifer...it's very special...

Pictures credits to Jennifer Beals

I got very emotional when I looked at those pictures...
and I'm getting to there now again while I'm typing this...

总有个预感...当拿到这本书的时候，会感动得大哭...
应该会是边流泪边翻看...
每翻过一页，脑海就会浮现 TLW 的种种场景...
尤其是看到 Laurel 和 Jennifer 的照片的时候...
一定会想起 TiBette...感触一定会很多...

The L Word had been a very long journey and there were so many memories...
Good one....Bad one...it doesn't matter...I'll keep them on my mind for forever...
I'm really glad Jennifer generously shares her memories on the set of The L Word with the fans...

The L Word will always be very special for me...
It makes me know myself better...realize who I really am...
It helps me to deal with my feelings...
Lastly, it really had touched my heart...

Thanks for the amazing casts, especially Laurel Holloman and Jennifer Beals...
They did a great job by bringing their characters, Tina Kennard and Bette Porter into life...
They also have the most amazing chemistry in this world!!
One more person to thank....Ilene Chaiken...
Before this, I'd never say a good word about her...
But, she was the one who gave us all of these...
She produced the show, she wrote the show and gave us the show...
She showed us the amazing love...
She showed us the great friendship among a group of people...
She gave us the sweet memories with her story...
Thank you, Ilene Chaiken!!


Anyway, I can't wait for December to come!!
I'll keep on saving until the day we can order the book to arrive!!
I don't care how much it costs me...It'll worth every cents of the money...


For the sweet memories...

TiBette fanvid - Pieces

Lesbian content!! Don't play if you're not comfortable with it or don't like. Just skip this post.

Big applause to my dear friend, Jennifer a.k.a Lostnureyez!!
OMG!! She's really amazing!!
Love this video very much!!
The music is perfect...
I love how she arranged the clips...Flashing of scenes at the beginning...that's very brilliant!!
*sobs* I cried when I was watching the video...
I miss TiBette a hell lot!! especially my Tina...

Mama Chaiken, I'm begging you on my knees...
Please give us a movie!!! Please...pretty pretty please...