I know people read my blog...
And, once again, I'm uncomfortable to post what I want to post anymore...
I think so much before I post..."What will they think of me if they read this?"
This has against the main purpose of me creating a blog a few years ago, "be myself"...
Yes, I'm not truely being me since a few months ago...
That's why the number of posts have been reducing...
I'd been thinking a lot..."Why am I like this??"
I'm not happy when I'm hiding a big part of myself...
I don't want to be like this anymore..I want to be me again...
So, yeah, I'd decided...
No more hiding...No more thinking...
I'm gonna start posting with my heart again, not with my brain, not anymore...
Going to start doing this...with the next post...
