You disgust me!!

Hey, long time didn't update!! I was very busy enjoying my holidays!
My holidays going to end soon..will be back to Kampar tomorrow early in the morning.. :(

Was planning to write about the things I did in my holidays when I have the time!
But I saw something that made me very angry [Still am!!] and I have to get it out from my chest!
Else, I fear that it'll choke me to death..
So, yeah...forgive me for the ranting...


It was a few days ago...It's already midnight..but I was still up..
I have nothing to do, so I was twitter page hopping..
reached "Within Temptation"'s page..She'd greeted the Chinese TLW fans Happy Chinese New Year [I was one of them. =)]..
There's quite a few of us...and I was curious about other fans..
As far as I know, they're also members of YDY forum...so, I went to their page one by one...
Others are quite normal...but one caught my attention...
There's some hate-s going on in her twitter...and that's what pissed me off!
What "hate" actually?? I found it very naive though..
Puh-lease...She's hating Miki Turner, Laurel's close friend...
What for?? Because in her goo-goo mind, she sort of thinks that Miki's using Laurel to get fame...
Oh, come on!! From what I know about Miki, by following her on Twitter, she's kind, generous, definitely funny, down to earth person..
She'd been sharing a lot of things with us...the beautiful photograph she took...her moment with Laurel...
I don't think Miki is this kind of people..
If she is, do you think she'll become Laurel's best friend??
I believe Laurel knows how to select a person as a friend..She's capable to realise whether Miki is trustable...Laurel's not stupid, okay?!

Before this, I'd already read some ugly words about Miki @ YDY TLW's forum...
Probably major cause?? The evil word, "jealousy"...They're just jealous about Miki's friendship with Laurel...
There's so many hate-s there..I can't even bare it anymore..it was my last straw..
That's why I don't even bother to go back there anymore..


What made me even more mad about that person..is that...
She's questioning about Laurel and Miki's auction!!
Again, in her goo-goo mind..in a very sicken way..she thinks that theyr'e using fans to raise money..
When I see this..my heart broke...
Why?? The moment she has thoughts like that..she doesn't deserve to be called as Laurel's fans anymore...
Why did she think like that??
Laurel do the auctions because she knows that she can raise some money with her fame and help those who needed them...
Laurel is doing a very very very generous thing..but she'd twisted it into a very wrong way...
She'd donated the money to some causes..and let me tell ya, by the amount of the money, it might have saved A LOTS of suffering lives...
If she thinks that's a bad thing, then she's a very cold-hearted and cruel person!
Furthermore, the fans take part in the auction because we want to support Laurel...
People don't do it because they want to "buy" a dinner with Laurel..
Plus, when people is auctioning, they didn't know there'll be a dinner-meeting with Laurel...
It was announced after the auction...
There's a dinner meeting because Laurel wants to thanks the winning bidders personally, she appreciate the fans who are so generous to give out their money in that auction...
Do you think she'll do this if she's really just using her fans??

What did Laurel and Miki did, for her to think of them like that? They don't deserve this, AT ALL!!


Some of you who read this post might think that I'm very silly to react like this because of a celebrity...
I, myself know that's very silly too...But what can I do? That's me..It's who I am...
I can get very protective towards the celebrities I like very much...Try me, if you don't believe...
I might even defend them with my precious life...LOL...Stupid, I know...

American Idol Season 9 Top 24

I have been following American Idol Season 9 since start till now..All because of..Ellen Degeneres is one of the judge!!

Else I would have stop after the audition episodes..
This is the first time I'd been following for so many episodes! And I will continue to follow till it end..
All because of Ellen Degeneres!! haha..Love her!! She's amazing and funny!!

So, top 24 had revealed tonight!! All of them are so good!!

They are: (females) Didi Benami, Crystal Bowersox, Lacey Brown, Michelle Delamor, Katelyn Epperly, Siobhan Magnus, Paige Miles, Ashley Rodriguez, Lilly Scott, Katie Stevens, Haeley Vaughn and Janell Wheeler; (males) Lee Dewyze, Andrew Garcia, Tyler Grady, Todrick Hall, Casey James, Aaron Kelly, Alex Lambert, Michael Lynche, Joe Muñoz, John Park, Jermaine Sellers and Tim Urban.

I like all of them..but I have a few of my own favourites that I'm rooting for! Who don't, right?

My favourite females [yesh, females with the 's'] are..

Didi Benami

Her story in audition week made me cry. She did this for her best friend. She's cute amazing! I like her performance in Hollywood week. She sang "Terrified" which is written by Kara DioGuardi who is one of the judge. 

Next,

Ashley Rodriguez

Okay, I wanna ask..Is every Rodriguez girl that HOT?! 'cause she's as hot as Michelle Rodriguez. Same like Didi, she caught my attention in audition week too. Of course I wouldn't like her just because of her appearance..She has great voice!! I'm rooting for you, Ashley!!

Next,

Siobhan Magnus

 She's cute. She's awesome. She sings very very very very very very well! I only noticed her in Hollywood week. I like her. 

The second female in this video is my next favourite..

Crystal Bowersox

Let me tell y'all.. Crystal Bowersox rocks!! She totally rocks my sock!! She's da bomb! She's so talented! I'm pretty sure she'll stay very long..or even better, be the next American Idol!! Hell yeah!! I like every single one of her performance!! 

So, they are my favourite female contestants..Continue on with my favourite male contestants..

John Park

He caught my attention in his audition. They didn't show much of him on Hollywood week episodes. So, I was actually quite worry he won't make it into Top 24. But, phew, he made it!! He doesn't just has a great voice. A big plus of him, he looks so cute!!!! Definitely a eye-candy!!! I'm smitten by him...hahahahaha..I'm not the only one..Shania Twain too!! LOL! She looks like she's going to jump him in any minutes when his audition!!

Casey James

I just like him..I like the way he sang my favourite song "Bubbly" originally by Colbie Caillat..But, I can't find that clip on YouTube..So, I'll just put up this one which he sang pretty well too..

I like him..But, not as much as Kara!! LOL..I have to put this up..start from 2:24..I ROFL-ed when I saw this today..

Andrew Garcia
Just like Crystal Bowersox..He's da bomb among the male contestants!! He is so so good!! And I think he has big chance to be the next American Idol. He has a huge fans base everywhere, like YouTube..He already had it even before American Idol..Just go to YouTube..You'll find many many videos of him singing..not only in American Idol..

That's all..7 of 24..They're my favourites..
I'm looking forward to their live performance!! I'm sure it'll be super amazing!!
Oh, Ellen will rock it to the max too!!!

It's OUT!!!

Weee!! It's out!! It's out!!
After a few month of waiting with extremely patiently, Jennifer Beals's L-Word photobook is out!!!
It's available to order at http://lwordbook.com now!!
But, the personalized version [which you can put your own pictures in the book] not yet..but, it'll be in weeks..

When I first saw the great news..I was like..
"Oh Yeah!! F--king YES!!"...
But, then...when I'm ordering...I saw the shipping fee...I went..
"Holy F--king $H!T!! What the hell?!!"

Oh my god, the international shipping fee is $88.87 USD!!!
The book only cost $39.95 [which is totally reasonable & affordable, thanks to Jennipoo]!!
That f--king shipping fee cost more than the doubled cost of the book!!
Total will be $128.82 USD..which is RM441.63!!!
What the hell??!! It's so ridiculous!! I can't afford that!!
I was hitted by the thunder and splitted into two at that moment...
So depressed..Very depressed...
I don't even feel like staying in front of the computer...
So, I went up and joined into my family's conversation.. [BTW, everyone is back!!!!]

But, I found solution for it when I came back again!!
B&TF is offering to help us who can't afford the shipping fee to order then she'll ship the book for us!!
Everything will be so much cheaper!!
Weeee!!! You have no idea how thrilled am I now!!
B&TF is the BEST!!! =)

Muahahahahahahaha..I'll pm her after CNY!!!
I'm looking forward to the day I get the book!!!! Yay!!!

LOVE B&TF!! LOVE JENNIFER BEALS!!

Wish every Chinese in this world, Happy Chinese New Year!!

新年快乐！恭喜发财！

IMMA BACK!!!

YOOOOOHOOOOO~~ I'M BACK AT MY HOME!!!

I'm far far away from the not so pleasant place which called Kampar!!
Seriously, I'm so glad to be back..
Last night, my last night in Kampar before I came back, there was a blackout at the whole area where I'm staying!!
Plus, my house didn't have water supply!!
Oh god, last night was a totally nightmare..
I got so sweaty and couldn't refresh myself with water!!
Almost kill myself at that time..

Anyway, today, I fled all the way back here, Alor Star!!
I sped on the highway and only used 3 hours to reach here!![please don't tell my parents or they'll kill me!]

Mom brought me to the mall to buy new clothes for CNY!!
I bought so many and..erm..of course..clothes ain't cheap nowadays...so you know...
I feel so sorry for my mom's wallet...
My fellow friends...you'll be seeing a totally different style of me this year!!
[My mom force me to try those clothes that I'll never ever pick myself, but I sort of like them after I tried.]

I'm counting down the days to CNY!! Can't wait!!

Tru Loved

I'd watched this movie a few days ago and I really like it. This is a LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender) related film. The story involved a balance amount of straight romance and gay/lesbian romance which is why I love it so much! Okay, I'm gonna put everything under the cut to avoid causing any people who set their foot here uncomfortable.

Plans

Hey, I'm here again!!
Just finished study Public Speaking and I have nothing better to do..
I don't want to go to sleep yet either...
So, here I am!! *wink* *bwink* [bwink = blink + wink..I can't wink..T^T]

My miserable, bloody hell Finals will end on next Monday. After that, I'm gonna have a 3 weeks long holidays!!
I can't wait for that day to come!! I hate exams!! (Duh! Nobody like it!)
I have so many plans in store for my holidays! Let me list it down..

• I'm gonna place my purchase for L-Word convention DVDs and of course L-Word photobook which will be published on Feb 1st, tomorrow!!! Oh my god, I'm so excited!! I'm already waiting for the day I can hold them in my hand...carress them...embrace them...kiss them...Imagine I'm doing the same thing to Laurel and Jennifer! [LOL! psycho.]

•  If I have spare allowance to spend after the above events, I want to buy books!! Tons of books!! I'd finished all the books I'd bought in the past. I don't have any new book to read. I feel bored, I don't like the feeling that I don't have any book to read. I can't even sleep in the night! This is all because I'm used to the ritual of reading book till I fell asleep. Call me whatever you want to call me. I admit I'm addicted to book!! I'm gonna buy "Seeking Sara Summers". Since, I'm a sucker for Jodi Picoult, "Handle With Care" is definitely in the list. And also, "Pages for You", "Define 'Normal'", "Rage: A Love Story", "Spinning Tropics"...And a book that I will never ever miss in my lifetime, CSI newest novel, "CSI: The Killing Jar"!! I have so many books that I want to read, but, only if I have the money to buy all of them..

• Oh my god!!! The most exciting celebration of the year is coming!! Chinese New Year is just around the corner!!  Weeeeee~ I love CNY so much!! New clothes!! Junk food!! And the most anticipated, "Ang Pau"!!!!!! muahahahahahahaha.. I hope this year is the year for me in gamble..(Ugh, last year wasn't.) I will get to meet the newest family member of Heng's family on CNY too, finally!!

• After CNY, I'm going to KL!!! I'd decided to watch "Book of Eli" there!! And I'm gonna watch it on the day it realease, Feb 25th!! I'm so gonna to drool in the theatre!! Better prepare some tissue paper..No..A bucket will be better!! Oh, the almighty goddess, Jennifer Beals!! Let's pray that I won't scream when I see you on the screen.

• I'm going to try to get you out from my mind and heart in this coming 3 weeks holiday again. Since, I failed, totally failed last holiday. I must. Keeping you in there is not good to me.

So, these are my plans. They look nothing but mean everything to me!!
I will be a very happy girl if I get to do all of them..No, scratch that..I will do all of that and be an extremely happy girl!! ;)